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Monday

I do believe we all have certain themes to play out in this world. We also have the capacity to create our own world. So our world is a reflection of who we are on the inside.

My business not being financially sustainable yet, trying to make ends meet on the one hand, while on the other hand being in a fortunate situation with low monthly costs and being able to do what I love (spending lots of time outdoors with my dogs and my pony and working on my business and creating content) I’m on a threshold of changing within and changing without.

I stopped looking at my circumstances and I started to focus on my vibration and I already see differences in myself and in my surroundings. I still see reflections of old beliefs and I already see reflections of new beliefs and possibilities.

Your outer world is a reflection of what and who you are on the inside. If you keep looking at your outer world and keep feeling bad about yourself, you keep confirming the same to yourself and you keep creating the same for yourself.

So take your eyes off your circumstances and keep them turned inwards to your vibration. With your Vibration lies your change.

Tuesday

Manifestation Day. 3 job offers. One temporary with lots of travel time (aka stress) and being away for 3 full days, one close by for a few hours and probably not enough to get by and one filling in for one day at my business rate (which is huge for me right now). All in the span of 2 to 3 days.

New vibrations reflect themselves in these job offers and the flow of these job offers. Old vibrations still reflect themselves in the either-orĀ options. Either lots of stress and lots of money or less stress and less money.

I keep my focus within and every timeĀ I feel my vibration lowering I imagine something or think about something that makes me feel good.

Because when you’re not happy, you’re not helping!

Wednesday

Gratitude for such fast manifestation! It’s an immense feeling. I accomplished a lot yesterday. I negotiated a lessening lease fee for my pony, I found someone who will take part in training her and in the costs and I manifested job offers.

Today I focused on Gratitude and still on feeling amazing or at least as amazing as possible. Gratitude and experientially knowing what I am (vibration) and what I can accomplish (create my circumstances) is huge and scary at the same time (as it uncovers limiting beliefs).

But there’s no going back.

When you feel scared or insecure about your own manifestations or success, focus on what you’ve achieved so far and feel gratitude and appreciation. Just that.

Your current vibration is what counts. Instead of feeling scared by looking at “the future”, feel grateful by looking at your “past”, that way you still keep your vibration at a high (regardless of your thoughts of uncertainty)

Thursday

Falling in love with my shit (not literally of course). I read that today and I love it. That’s what I’m about in this period of my life. I’m not saying my life is shit, of course, but if you want to change your life you have to first change within. And if you feel shitty about your circumstances and your situation that’s what you will vibrate and BE and the same vibrations will find its way to you.

So if you want to change, your vibration needs to change. Loving your circumstances (instead of feeling helpless, frustrated, sad or angry) will help you change your circumstances as your vibration changes.

Love the shit out of your shitty circumstances

Friday

Today I had an interview for the less stressed job. Oh, and that was a so-called “reality-check”. Why the ” ” ? Because there’s no such thing as an objective “reality”, but my own creation.

I still have a belief around money. And my circumstances reflect that still. And I had a couple of beautiful manifestations this week (new vibration) but also old conditioned ones (old vibrations). This job interview falls in the latter category.

They are offering minimum wage.

There’s still work for me to do regarding this subject money and the belief I’m still holding on to. I’m not finished with this yet, on the contrary. This is a beautiful reflection of what’s still inside me.

So today’s quote is a reminder to myself and a repeat of Monday’s quote:

Your outer world is a reflection of what and who you are on the inside. If you keep looking at your outer world and keep feeling bad about yourself, you keep confirming the same to yourself and you keep creating the same for yourself.

So take your eyes off your circumstances and keep them turned inwards to your vibration. With your Vibration lies your change.

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