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  • Do you want to live your life with more awareness?
  • Do you desire to uproot your limiting beliefs?
  • Do you want to open yourself up to whatever comes through you?

Then you're in the right place.

I don't have all the answers but every day I try to live my best life, make the most aligned choices, learn from my (mirrored) circumstances and I take one step at a time.

It's not about perfection and doing things as we think we should, but it's about allowing what we truly feel, shining our light on our dark shadow parts, learning from our circumstances as they are reflections from our inner world and just doing the best we can.

Light lessons
(Blessings)

Shadow lessons (Hardships)

  • becoming a mother
  • taking care of 2 dogs
  • traveling alone
  • being loved
  • to love
  • being outside
  • traveling together
  • seeing the beauty in the small things
  • being gifted with the ability to help others
  • becoming a single mom
  • an abusive relationship
  • ignoring my own boundaries
  • depression
  • general Anxiety
  • one mental anxiety attack
  • lack of money
  • failing business
  • becoming a single mom
  • emotional eater

 

All these experiences have shaped me into who I am. I can relate to so many things because I've experienced so many things. I know so well what it's like to feel lonely, overwhelmed, frustrated, scared and especially anxious.

To feel like you're the only one having to deal with your own problems.

And I also know the other side. The side of allowing all things to be there. To feel the space of love behind every experience and sensation.

I went from feeling alone and unworthy and having that reflected in my outer world by for example the abusive relationship and lack of money to feeling worthy and connected and having that reflected in my outer world by loving friends and lovers, having money to pay for bills and extra's and feeling abundant.

It's a journey and I learn as I go and I would love it if you would join me.

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